Good question…
I’m listening to “The 12 Week Year,” by Brian P. Moran and Michael Lennington and they posed the question, “What do you want your life to look like,” and I had to pause it. What DOOO I want my life to look like? It IS a question I’ve thought about a lot in the last year while I was doing this Kabbalah program, but I was still unsure when I heard him ask the question. So let’s think out loud, shall we?
In the short term: #VanLife, travel photographer & healer, adventure seeker, writer, playful, beautiful, spontaneous. I’m selling my house and buying some kind of adventure van this June/July. I plan on sky diving, buying a foldable kayak/paddle board thing I saw on Instagram today, doing underwater photography, thinking of finding some place to get a pilots license while I’m traveling the world. I’ll be doing my interview project too. Visiting friends all over the world. Getting my body healthy in every way I can. I want to do this lifestyle until I become a guide & 3rd step in the Mystery School.
Imagine it spaced out a lot more, with one big retreat building, plus the small/tiny houses, the cabins, add in gardens and all the fun stuff I listed…
It’s coming!
Long term: I want to have a light center/ retreat center/ event center/ huge property where several of my friends and family can all live on in small or tiny houses while contributing to the community and running the light center. Somewhere in the mountains on a lake. I want it to have like 30 acres or more. One BIG, beautiful house that has amazing natural light, and can be used for weddings and events, but mainly as a Light / Healing / retreat center. I want there to be cabins near the lake to rent out year round. I want amazing garden and decorated spaces that can be rented by photographers and used as meditations spaces during retreats. Trails, gardens/green houses, chickens, goats, cows, stocked lake for fishing. Self-sustaining as much as possible. A pottery room with a wheel and kiln. A darkroom for film photography. An area for a community of tiny and/or small houses for those of us who run this place live. A runway for small planes.
I still travel, I still go on adventures, but I have a place to come home to. My art is in galleries all over the US. I’m a Guide and 3rd step ritual master and Kabbalah teacher and whatever else I can do in the Lineage.
I’m in a healthy, fun, joyful, and passionate union with a human, where we love each other fiercely and unconditionally, we honor and respect each other as equals, and we are also entirely complete within ourselves individually, without attachment. We laugh, we dance, we play, we explore, we learn, we communicate, we meditate, we cry, we handle the hard, together.
My kids are healthy and thriving and happy… but that’s on them, really. I’ll be there to help as I can, though.
That’s the vision, written really quickly. I may come back and add to from time to time. I’m sure I’m forgetting something important, haha!
